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| So, I'm just trying to figure out what the HECK is wrong with me. Why is it that NONE of my "friends" want to hang out with me ever? Do I not take showers and brush my teeth? Am I so boring that no one ever wants to hang out with me? Is this punishment for my sins or something?
So why is it that I try to call people up and hang out with them, but no one is EVER able to? Or, maybe I am able to catch up with an old friend, but wait, why are they old? Because I've lost them already.
So, please, tell me what is so wrong about me that makes people not like me? Why is it that acquaintances barely look at me, and if I do announce my existence, I barely get one civil sentence out of them? Let alone anything at all?
Why is it that I can say I want to hang out with people one minute, and the next they're only asking what my plans are so that they can get me to drive them somewhere?
Also, why is it that friends who were supposed to be such GREAT friends just ditch me like I mean nothing.
What's wrong with me...? Obviously I'm doing something wrong.
It gets lonely like this... | | |
| I know what you're saying, "why don't you go to bed then you weirdo?!"
haha because I'm lazy, and I don't have to tonight...
Finally, I've typed long enough, that I can somewhat type without looking haha ;)
David gave me a promise ring!
yay!
it's beautiful, and I love it...
and college is going well
I had 3 papers to write and I'm done with one, and I like them so far, they're not hard... yet ;) haha
anyways, I should go now, I only wrote in here because Jenny said I should, yet again
haha
anyways
ttyl! :)
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| hmm... so I haven't been here in months. I didn't think anyone still looked at it after that last one. Thanks to everyone who did write something to me :)
What to say...?
I love David. :) there's the big one.
and
I'm in college now. I'm at UMD, yay!
I'm just waiting for my classes to start now...
anyways, gtg eat before I go...
I'm only writing in here because Jenn told me to. haha deja vu
BUT SHE NEEDS TO EMAIL ME BACK ANYWAYS!
haha
ttyl!
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| I'm in a depressed mood. :(
I needed to say that, yet not have anyone notice.
If you're reading this, do you know what I mean? | | |
| Myspace bulletins are fun... hehe
yeah I'm obsessed with them ;)
too bad for xanga... :(
oh well though, I randomly write in here now! :) | | |
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